ciao mi amor

i'm leaving you for tumblr.

Stay strong through the struggle, that's what life is about.

Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

It's just my humble opinion, but it's one that I believe in
You don't deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you

You're gunna wish you never had met me











We could have had it all

"Maybe you're only alloted a certain amount of tears per man; and I've used mine up. "

This tattoo speaks to me more than anyone can imagine. I've been through hell and back with anxiety that plagued me for 3 years. It was so entirely crippling. I lost days that i will never be able to retrieve. This tattoo is to remind myself everyday that I shall not worry any longer, for I am stronger than I ever thought was possible, both mentally and physically.

And to him:
I did this without you. I went through the most amount of physical pain I have ever endured. I did it. You were not by my side.
I do not need you, nor do I want you in my life ever again. You will never have the opportunity to hurt me again.

You will worry me no longer.

yes?

whawhawhat?

Yeah, I know. He's pretty disgusting right? :p juss kidding.

This Saturday

This will be me:






I couldn't be more excited.

:)

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

New art project.

Inspiration:





Went to Ben Franklin's today. They're closing. Got a great deal on everything I bought. I am a very happy camper. Supplies: Black Canson art board, 7 Derwent Studio colored pencils, 1 Lyra polycolor (because there was no white Derwent), 1 white Prismacolor stick, 2 one inch blending stumps and a metal pencil sharpener.


I will post the progress of this idea, as no one looks at this thing besides me.

i like

This is probably the worst feeling.

Misery with a hint of nausea.

I spent time in the bath thinking about everything. I don't think I've ever had anyone ever make me feel so horrible. I've never been compared to an ex and had them tell me their ex had many more desirable traits than me. That absolutely killed me. It's not like i didn't give him chances to go back to her. Well, now that I know I don't compare to her I've completely given up. Failure is not something I like to admit.

no one

but myself to blame

I don't know all the reasons but this just doesn't feel right anymore

Something's different.

ok this is it finally found my perfect celeb crush

because i know you all care DEEPLY.

Patrick stump

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYk1HZeA7SM