Monday, January 31, 2011

Do we mean everything we say?

I guess we have to, because we said they're promises.






Or did we?




because we all have to remember that promises are just words. Whether they are empty are not is up to you. Whether you decide to follow the trend of believing everything your told.


So many things I’d say if only I were able



But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

Saturday, January 29, 2011

birthday


I WANT ONE. I LOVE DINOSAURS! :)




Wednesday, January 26, 2011

pretending.

another day of obsessively listening to The Script.

I guess it's my sort of comfort band in this time of shit, considering I'm avoiding "eating my feelings." (diet time)

Today is going to be hell. busy until 10 pm tonight. At least it'll free my mind up of things, only problem is i'm just going through the motions like some sort of cold-as-fuck zombie. I'm numb.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Hahahaha what a load of shit

Went through my messages and found this. I forgot how full of shit my ex was. So hilarious.




Monday, January 24, 2011

I'm one of those people you'd call crazy




As you can see, I'm pretty conflicted too.

Before the worst

I couldn't have found more perfect lyrics:

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking 'til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

It seems like no one has a blog spot anymore

Damn you tumblr!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Whaaa




I want one.

Welcome to my silly life:

Today I was thinking about how much I've changed since High School.
It's pretty phenomenal actually.

My looks. My attitude. My hobbies. My Job. My confidence.

Nothing has stayed the same except for the fact that I'm still me. Just a better more developed individual.
At the end of the day you have to live with who you are. And I can honestly say I love the person who I've become.



I feel like so many people have confidence problems at this age, So for those of you I have this to say:
"Pretty, pretty please don't you ever, ever feel like your less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever, ever feel like your nothing you're fuckin' perfect to me."

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Another crush


Jesse Spencer. Plays Rob Chase on House <3

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

twenty-eleven

I hate all that cliche bullshit of "This is my year!" and "I'm going to do start all over this year."

No you're not. && if you really want to start over, why does it take the beginning of a year to spark that? If you really wanted to make something of yourself, it would be done on sheer will power alone.

Do something great. Not because you feel obligated but because you WANT to.





In other news, I had an amazing night tonight with a very lovely boy. The first time I've felt 110% content in a while.

Baby please don't go. If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?

I sure fuckin' hope so. Haha