sucks to be from texas

right about now. :D

ready to get my model on tomorrow.

City tomorrow.

Gunna be a model for a friend at the Art Academy.

It's been a while.

Hope I still got it.

halloween

is about to be the shit.

pretty obvious clue to what im gunna be :p

break it, break it off

" Im unusually hard to hold onto."

I'm famous for running away.

At least it's good exercise.

today

I made 300 dollars shooting a wedding
had an amazing dinner at the cheesecake factory with a good friend
and
THE GIANTS MADE IT TO THE FUCKIN' WORLD SERIES.

I'm going to bed the happiest girl in the world.

I gotta lotta walls

I've put up walls.
To keep you,
you

you

& you over there

out.

& you may ask, how long these walls will stand.

They'll be there for as long as you'll let them.


In other words, I need someone to tear down walls,
barriers,
barricades,
anything that keeps you from getting to me.

My recent obsessions

- paramore.... "she lives in a fairytale, too far for us to find."
- my two new tattoos i want
- snickers bars
- sleep
- text messages
- making notecards for philosophy
- chocolate milk
- autumn
- photo shoots




It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies


I'm so weird

it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

feelin' like i just lost a friend,
hope you know this aint easy, easy for me
and you know its never simple never easy,
never a clean break, no one here to save me,
you're the only thing i know like the back of my hand

i can't breathe without you but i have to.


dear lord how come every taylor swift song just pinpoints every emotion i've ever had. I'm such a fuckin' loser.

Well I'm just pretending perfection

I'm flying uncomfortably high.


It feels
like
I'm
falling

and for once. I'm more grounded than you.

The requirements to a crazy saturday night

[X] Alcohol
[X] Club filled with guys
[X] Dancing your ass off with people you've never seen and never will see again
[X] Punching a douche in the face
[X] Trying to push the same douche into the bay
[X] Running around the streets looking for a bathroom
[X] Yelling at a lot of random people
[X] Planning on getting home at 2 am, but stumbling inside at 4 am

Hey Atlanta Braves:

"All that time I was hypnotized while you went behind my back... I shoulda cheated on you, nobody told me i was dating a whore."

Danny Layus, Marry me.

I fucking love this song so much. Oh Augustana, I have missed you dearly. Must see you in concert again.

by the way, these song lyrics are amazing and this music video is beyond fantastic

"i just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch." gotta love this.

Truth.

You might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not.

freedom is happiness.

This is about you, yeah YOU.
I now wake up in the morning happy to start my day. No dreading what horrible arguments are coming my way. I do what i want, when I want and know that the people around me won't fuckin bring me down. They let me be me. I think I lost myself in these past 8 months. No more. I'm working on making myself happy, and everything else will just fall into place. My happiness is so dependent on my freedom. So I will never let anyone restrict me again. Anyone who cares for me will not control me, they will value freedom as much as I do.

YOU taught me a big lesson: No one is worth my freedom.