Well I'm not perfect, just all messed up.

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

must have been outta mind

terrors from the depths

it's 4:03 and i can't sleep,

without you next to me,

i toss and turn like the sea

if i drown tonight,

bring me back to life

its a matter of trust. Non importa quante volte si dice ti fidi di me, so che stai mentendo. Non so se posso cambiare questo atteggiamento. Solo il tempo potrà dirlo.

when i look to the sky

When it rains it pours and opens doors

And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry

And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love

That have to say goodbye...

And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day

And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't have before

And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss

And pick you up in all of this when I sail away...

And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me

there you are to show me

what do you want from me?

feel like disappearing today.

I don't know what to say. For once, I feel like I can't make this better.

uno dei miei preferiti

Matt Nathanson- Come on, get higher

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHx4BlF6V2o

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

If I could walk on water,
If I could tell you what’s next
Make you believe, make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet,
perfect words that you said
If I could walk on water,
if i could tell you what’s next,
make you believe, make you forget...

Turn my nights to sleepless itch

Too tired to fight your rhyme.

looking forward to the times when caffiene addiction can be replaced with hours of wondrous sleep. when i spend more time outside than in. when work and school don't rule the agenda book.

sometimes i just need to be reminded that this is all worth it. it will be worth it. it will pay off.

Undeniable

And maybe al of them won'tunderstand, but to be perfectly honest, i really don't give a damn. Because i know nothing has ever felt so right.

i don't know all the reasons

kindaaaaaaa

They'll name a city after us

And later say it's all our fault

Then they'll give us a talking to

Then they'll give us a talking to

Because they've got years of experience

We're living in a den of thieves

Rummaging for answers in the pages

We're living in a den of thieves

And it's contagious

And it's contagious

We wear our scarves just like a noose

But not 'cause we want eternal sleep

And though our parts are slightly used

New ones are slave labor you can keep

RAMEN

attainable

as long as you don't give up, i won't either. we'll prove them all wrong. i promise babe.

oh. and you fuck with my best friend i'll fuck with your face asshole.

chicken noodle soup

So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing, i am captivated. I am vindicated, I am
selfish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right. I swear i knew it all along.
And I'm flawed, but I am cleaning up so well. I am seeing in me now the things
you swear you saw yourself.



hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption

oh and i thought this was funny:

I don't know if it gets better than this.

walls most assuredly coming down.

he says everything i need to hear and it's like i couldnt ask for anything better

what the hell? this is awesome!

Talk is cheap, give me your word.

Hello, good morning, how ya do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
This is the way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how ya been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never thought I could fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
That I say I love You
This is the way
That I say I'm Yours
This is the way
This is the way

it all comes in time.

shields

Walls more like shields. falling down piece by piece. falling. that word has never had so much meaning.


so happy i could die, and it's alright

Turmoil

It's what i've been putting myself through. Time to take care of myself now.

Do you know that everyday is the first of the rest of your life?

Don't tell me if i'm dying
cause i dont want to know
if i can't see the sun
then maybe i should go
don't wake me because i'm dreaming
of angels on the moon
where everyone you know never leaves to soon


feeling a lot like like stress is just burden that follows incessantly. these days will pay off

frenzied

back in the day when a cigarette was a badge of rebellion. When the words "hotbox" "munchies" and "blazed" were part of my regular vocabulary







now all these pictures nothing but an obscure memory. Great times they were, but these memories are laid to rest. Regret? Never. These times changed me to make me exactly who i am now. But i can most assuredly say I'm glad to be out of the darkness.

yeah, he's pretty cute... :)

Video chat nights

fun stuff.

oh and i love her, no biggie: