lalalalove

lovely site for tired 3 am eyes <333333333333333

Words they'll try to shake you
Don't let them break you
Or stop your world from turning
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as firewood and let them burn

no time better than now

to have a 2am photoshoot haha






I'm a goofball. And you love it. <3

helena bonham carter

Behind the Bellatrix Lestrange costume she's actually quite gorgeous in her own unique kinda way

I really wanna fucking punch you in the face

i fucking hate this girl.

annoyed.

this is my annoyed face

note: i have no make-up

Shield your eyes.
hehe



imma bug



unicorn!

hey stupid red head girl in my class

Dear John,
I see it all, now it was wrong
Don't you think 19 is too young to be played by your dark twisted games, when I loved you so?
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry,
and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you run dry
with tired, lifeless eyes
cause you burned them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me,
so don't look now:
I'm shining like fireworks over your sad, empty town

s i l l y

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

oh and this is my loveee

even though i hate her guts when she barks

who are you?

imissmybaby

my wittle cuddle-boogerhead-monster-painintheass-love
yeah. that about covers it.

Mean

what you don't know,
someday ill be living in a big ol' city
and all you're ever gunna be is mean
one day i'm gunna be big enough so you cant hit me
and all you're ever gunna be is mean
why you gotta be so mean

all you are is a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life and MEAN

sucks to be from texas

right about now. :D

ready to get my model on tomorrow.

City tomorrow.

Gunna be a model for a friend at the Art Academy.

It's been a while.

Hope I still got it.

halloween

is about to be the shit.

pretty obvious clue to what im gunna be :p

break it, break it off

" Im unusually hard to hold onto."

I'm famous for running away.

At least it's good exercise.

today

I made 300 dollars shooting a wedding
had an amazing dinner at the cheesecake factory with a good friend
and
THE GIANTS MADE IT TO THE FUCKIN' WORLD SERIES.

I'm going to bed the happiest girl in the world.

I gotta lotta walls

I've put up walls.
To keep you,
you

you

& you over there

out.

& you may ask, how long these walls will stand.

They'll be there for as long as you'll let them.


In other words, I need someone to tear down walls,
barriers,
barricades,
anything that keeps you from getting to me.

My recent obsessions

- paramore.... "she lives in a fairytale, too far for us to find."
- my two new tattoos i want
- snickers bars
- sleep
- text messages
- making notecards for philosophy
- chocolate milk
- autumn
- photo shoots




It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies


I'm so weird

it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

feelin' like i just lost a friend,
hope you know this aint easy, easy for me
and you know its never simple never easy,
never a clean break, no one here to save me,
you're the only thing i know like the back of my hand

i can't breathe without you but i have to.


dear lord how come every taylor swift song just pinpoints every emotion i've ever had. I'm such a fuckin' loser.

Well I'm just pretending perfection

I'm flying uncomfortably high.


It feels
like
I'm
falling

and for once. I'm more grounded than you.

The requirements to a crazy saturday night

[X] Alcohol
[X] Club filled with guys
[X] Dancing your ass off with people you've never seen and never will see again
[X] Punching a douche in the face
[X] Trying to push the same douche into the bay
[X] Running around the streets looking for a bathroom
[X] Yelling at a lot of random people
[X] Planning on getting home at 2 am, but stumbling inside at 4 am

Hey Atlanta Braves:

"All that time I was hypnotized while you went behind my back... I shoulda cheated on you, nobody told me i was dating a whore."

Danny Layus, Marry me.

I fucking love this song so much. Oh Augustana, I have missed you dearly. Must see you in concert again.

by the way, these song lyrics are amazing and this music video is beyond fantastic

"i just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch." gotta love this.

Truth.

You might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not.

freedom is happiness.

This is about you, yeah YOU.
I now wake up in the morning happy to start my day. No dreading what horrible arguments are coming my way. I do what i want, when I want and know that the people around me won't fuckin bring me down. They let me be me. I think I lost myself in these past 8 months. No more. I'm working on making myself happy, and everything else will just fall into place. My happiness is so dependent on my freedom. So I will never let anyone restrict me again. Anyone who cares for me will not control me, they will value freedom as much as I do.

YOU taught me a big lesson: No one is worth my freedom.

Photography

http://www.flickr.com/photos/9875574@N03/

My lastest photos.


I'm addicted to photography, many more shoots to come!

bright future.

well hello there.
i've been the busiest i think ive been ever this week. Two jobs, planning photo shoots, lots of homework and a new kitten!
i finally quit my half ass job at wolf camera! and went back to my old teaching job. i teach 23 third graders for 3 hours everyday after school! it's so much fun and so rewarding. I have three photo shoots planned, one next weekend, one in october and another in january. and the last two im getting paid for them! whoo! :) things are looking fantastic, i could't be more excited about what lies ahead for me.

i feel

liberated and free.

GO AWAY.

just let me savor this sweet moment.

because i know you want to ruin it with your chaos.

you're a bull in a china shop.


* this is directed at many people. don't take it personal, take it how it is.. words. nothing more, nothing less.

This weekend

Yesterday i got the most amazing news, i can get my old teaching job back at a different school in San Rafael. This is a great opportunity especially considering i hate my job right now. Also i got to a pretty fun concert last night with new fun people. It was a great experience and found out i liked some of the music. Also i have THREE photo shoots lined up with a few models starting on Monday! So excited to start building my portfolio with models so i can get a few wedding photography gigs :) Everything is going well, and everything is falling into place. I couldn't be more excited! :D

Photobooth

With nothing on TV except Jerry Springer, and new kitten names already thought of, and nothing to eat in my house i decided to get creative...